At the hotel, fucking tired and waiting for my boyfriend to call. Boot tomorrow, wahooo. Lets do this shit!

Last day at home, getting picked up at four and heading to the hotel. Bootcamp tomorrrow. I’m fucking nervous, fo real. 

I miss Eric, I hope I can talk to him before I leave for good.

How the hell am I suppose to eat all my Easter candy when I leave for bootcamp tomorrow??  I can’t say good bye to a basket full of beautiful candy, I just can’t. )””’:

Today is the last full day at home as a civilian. Dinner at Eric’s house with his family and mine. I have things to finish up before I leave though. I need to mail out Eric’s things and get his mom a birthday card. Oh and I need to pack some things up. Time to do work before bootcamp!

My relationship is sort of crappy. He wants me to come visit him instead of going to bootcamp. Sucks to be him because I’m going to live my life for myself. I love him, I really do, but I’m not going to be a stay at home wife. I’m going to be a strong independent lady. The last person I want to end up like is my mother, I need to go and have some adventure. 

I cut my hair off. It’s nice and short for bootcamp.